Post by krueger on Apr 29, 2007 13:38:15 GMT -6
Emilia was glad the he remained silent for a few moments. It allowed her to calm down a little once more; to take charge of her emotions. She felt tired suddenly. Tired of trying to change herself for the sake of those around her. Tired of having to deal with all this drama. How some of her classmates did it, she'd never understand. Then again, most of them had alcohol or drugs to go to when shit like this happened. Emilia had tried a little alcohol and look what had happened. Silently, she made a small vow to stay away from drinking for at least a little while. After all, it had only made her thougs more mixed up than they already had been when she was with Luke. Who knows what it could do around other people.
She was a little surprised when Faden stood next to her. She hadn't expected for him to stay. Then again, she hadn't expected to tell him about what had happened either. Most guys she knew would run at the first sight of drama such as this. And yet, here he was. Taking in a slow breath, she smiled shakily as he mentioned staying away from the clubs. "I guess so." She said quietly. Although she might have liked to have a friend there with her. Wait...Friend. It sank in a little that she was either becoming friends with Faden, or already was one. It was funny how things snuck up on you like that. And at the moment, it was comforting to know that she had a friend who wouldn't run away from her drama.
At his question, Emilia thought for a moment. Would she be alright? She didn't quite know at the moment, but assumed she would be. Slowly, things would return to normal as they always did. "I think so..." She said softly, but with an ounce of confidence in her voice. That was the one thing she could count on. Time would always erase things like this. Eventually, the details would become hazy, and she wouldn't feel so bad about it. "I'm sorry, Faden. I didn't mean to put all that on you." She looked up at him again, noticing that he didn't look like he pitied her. Good. She would have hated it if he had. She almost smiled again before continuing. "It just kind of slipped out I guess."
She was a little surprised when Faden stood next to her. She hadn't expected for him to stay. Then again, she hadn't expected to tell him about what had happened either. Most guys she knew would run at the first sight of drama such as this. And yet, here he was. Taking in a slow breath, she smiled shakily as he mentioned staying away from the clubs. "I guess so." She said quietly. Although she might have liked to have a friend there with her. Wait...Friend. It sank in a little that she was either becoming friends with Faden, or already was one. It was funny how things snuck up on you like that. And at the moment, it was comforting to know that she had a friend who wouldn't run away from her drama.
At his question, Emilia thought for a moment. Would she be alright? She didn't quite know at the moment, but assumed she would be. Slowly, things would return to normal as they always did. "I think so..." She said softly, but with an ounce of confidence in her voice. That was the one thing she could count on. Time would always erase things like this. Eventually, the details would become hazy, and she wouldn't feel so bad about it. "I'm sorry, Faden. I didn't mean to put all that on you." She looked up at him again, noticing that he didn't look like he pitied her. Good. She would have hated it if he had. She almost smiled again before continuing. "It just kind of slipped out I guess."