cannonball,

[Anne Lévesque]

it's the last two weeks of school and everything is coming down. finals, of course, are a lot of pressure. if i ace these, i get a car. if not - i get a 'i'm very disappointed in you'. and, well, as you all know i had this boyfriend. if you read my past 'meet the family'.. our relationship has been a year of me falling in love, pining, and finally winning the guy. like, imagine one day anne just broke up with oscar. for basketball and volleyball. okay, i need to explain this. he hadn't said i love you in a long time. he didn't kiss me. i should have known. then he came over tonight, and told me. he said he'd be gone all throughout the summer for sports, i mean, who am i dating, NATHAN SCOTT? no, because i'm not dating him anymore. and he said there's also me moving to japan. I'M MOVING TO CHINA FOR ONLY 9 MONTHS. well, actually, i knew we would break up. but the actually thing.. it hurts. it sucks so bad i feel like i can never regain my breathing again. anyways, with finals and trying to.. find myself again.. enjoy how much of california i have.. i don't know.

<3 chels

p.s, cannonball by damien rice was our song when we were driving home from our first date to sushi. fuck you seventeen year old boys. fuck you.
p.s.s, this is my rant, so i'm sure by later this week i'll be more.. humane. just.. ugh it hurts. you know?

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[chace]

there's actually a story i want to tell you sometime, chels. right now's not the time though, so some other time. anyways, i'm honored how you use my name. ' if i ace these, i get a car. if not ' haha. now, listen, if you ever pull a 'ace' , you'd get nowhere in life. sorry, tried to make a joke, that never worked out so well. anyways, get this, i was at this place yesterday, and it's so pathetic how people try to act so gangsta and stuff. this guy was like, 'what's up motherfuckers? we about to set it off in this bitch!' and i was like..'..why is the preacher talking like that?' lool.

damn, there i go again. chels, i love you, know that. i went through the same situation as you're going through one time. sure, 'tis a bit different, but same thing. i should never become a public speaker, i suck at this shit. like, if you ever need to talk, or are in need of a joke, just talk to me. i'll try. though i won't be so good on the joke bit. and i doubt you'll come to me. but hey, it's the thought that counts right. i probably haven't helped at all. but i am worried about you. :[ i hope you feel better soon, chels, and i hope you do good on your tests, and actually ace them, and not 'ace' them. lol, sorry, another bad joke. shit, three in one post? i hit a new low. in all seriousness, i, ace, love you dearly, and hope you feel better, soon, for my own sake.

damn. i suck. hard.

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[chace]

OH. and you better not cry.
why?
'cause..well..'cause..damn, i'll sound like a weirdo.
those sexy eyebrows and tears don't mesh. so yes.

i still love you. more than ever. and lazier than ever, so i didn't edit my last post.

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[asia6]

and I'm busy being a complete ass in the c-box. srsly. how didn't I see this earlier? wtf.
but omg, chels. <3333333333333333333 that's just horrible. boys are fucking stupid. they just are. of course it hurts. it's got to be one of the worst feelings in the world. >.< after I got dumped, it was horrible. but don't lose yourself, lovely. <3 boys are stupid, remember? we all love you so much here, it's insane. i love you so much, girl. so don't forget that. and we're all here if you ever need to talk. v-side is a big family, dysfunctional idiots trying to make it. take as long as you need to be more humane again. we don't judge.

yeah, I really don' t know what to say in this situation. -shot- I just ramble like some ADD five year-old or something. we all know that from my recent posts. but don't lose yourself. <3 any guy would be too lucky to have you, and you better know that. if you don't, we'll smack it into your head. because you're a special girl, chels. seriously. and don't ever forget that. you've got to be one of the most amazing people I've ever had the pleasure of meeting. anne can't be too pleased right now, anyways. but we're behind you. just like the dysfunctional support system that the quad has, that's what you have. just a little bit weirder. we love you so much, it's not even funny. you'd better know that. <3333

you know we love you,
xoxo. asia

[Min-Sook Park]

you're going to china?
i couldn't figure out how i should start this so..
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aw, chels. *hugs* i'm not sure what i can really say because my friends never really got dumped. well, they have but they don't come to me for advice. actually, they do but..idk. i'm just really tired right now but i'm not tired enough to go to sleep right now. plus, i couldn't go to sleep without posting here, because then i'd feel guilty since you weren't feeling great & i didn't try to help you. chels, that guy doesn't know what he's missing. if you ever feel unloved (i wouldn't know why you would), you know everyone here at v-side is here to cheer you up. we all love you & you obvs know that, right? psh, why am i asking that? of course you know that we love you and if you don't, asia would prob smack it into your head. haha.

i don't have any good jokes. you know that my jokes are worse than ace's. then again, he can be pretty funny at times so my jokes are worse than...those cheesy puns you hear every now and then. if you need some loving, you know i'm here. my advice probably isn't very good & you most likely have heard it from somewhere else because i prob stole my advice from someone else's. haha. i'll try to cheer you up though. not sure how i'll do it, but i'll try. in the meantime, know that you are soo fantabulous. oh & btw, who's nathan scott? i only know a talan summitt...jk, jk. the two are like, two different people so i know what you mean. jeez, throughout this entire thing i have been saying random things. sorry, it's late for me since i'm usually not up this hour, but long story short (and hopefully it says everything in the post into something short that makes sense): we all love you<33

lily the cookie<3

[Bailey Mitchell]

you know what idid when fuck face broke up with me after almost three years? i listened to angry girl music, hang out with my girl friends and bitched about him to the cows came home. it hurts and for a little while everything sucks, and things remind you of him. but he said you were going to japan but you actually going to china? what sort of fucktard idiot boyfriend does not know what country his girlfriend is movie to? i'll tell you what, a selfish one and self absorbed who doesn't derserve you and your awesome smarts. He can have his sports, can a basketball keep him warm at night? No it can not.

Guys are vermon (no offence ace) and they do not deserve our time or our effort. You move on and you rub it in his face like it ain't nobodies business.

and remember i love you <333333333333

[bella]

Chels, this is what kept me going when me and my boyfriend broke up. Knowing your hot shit. For you, know that he'll regret it when you're half way across the world in China. (What a dipshit, sorry xD) But Chels, it just goes to show you that the guy you fall in love with might not be the guy you're meant to be with. Being in China will help Chels. Being in a different environment, forgetting about stupid ex-boyfriends, and putting finals and the troubles of the US behind you.

It's a learning experience. Though you may cry and want to rip your hair out, at the end of this experience you'll come back from China, see him in the hallways and chat, say hello, or not talk at all. But all in all just put forth an effort to prove yourself wrong that you can regain your breathing again. (:

loooove you chels <3

p.s. i'm crossing my fingers that you do get a car (though gas will suck) and i also hope you have the time of your life in china!

[Anne Lévesque]

thank you guys so much for replying to this and putting in your thoughts, it really made me feel better. break ups, especially with people you're still attached to, are probably harder than i could ever make a final to be. you're right ace, for a while, these eyebrows are eyes didn't mesh well, but school is almost over and through this long long week and a half, i'm getting stronger. seriously, i've been living in valkyrie, totally unprepared. but seriously, asia, lily, tessa, haley, i read your comments over and over again, because i felt like you guys were actually there with me patting my shoulder or something of the sort. i am sooo thankful to be on this site and to know you guys, because you guys are seriously one of the nicest people i know. consistently. even when i spot certain people pmsing from time to time (ace.. ;]) anyways, you guys deserve an update. this will also be a venting/ramble.

so the night that he broke up with me was the night that i posted that. i was a complete wreck. and when i went to school, i seriously felt like brooke davis, simply crying all over campus and being a bitch. however, a lot of people were there for me, and i even found out that he was being extremely gloomy too. i next day got a little better, like i was tired, but i just had to get through the days, you know? and that's when i noticed something. boys. everywhere. like, all of a sudden something went off in them realizing, 'she's leaving for nine months. she's single.' are they fucking dumb? like all of a sudden, my really good friend chris is putting chocolates and roses on my doorstep, and mentioning in my yearbook how he always had feelings again. and my other friend daniel is talking about sneaking out again to the park to hook up. i don't think they realize that i can't even PICTURE kissing another guy, let alone any weird park stuff. like, imagine julia finally wearing a short skirt. it was like that by the end of the week. in a way, it gave my ego a huge boost, and i think even michael noticed because when i was signing his teammate's yearbook, he put his arm around me and put his face close to mine, thanking me for signing his yearbook. (i wrote.. like three pages. come on, you guys are writers too. you understand) he wrote a lot too, but mine was a bit more.. deep. anyways, he talked to me through text, because both of us were REALLY not used to not talking to one another for more than three days. and it was like the break up never happened! like he was calling me a cutie, using inside jokes from our relationship, ugh. honestly i didn't find that fair. on tuesday, which was a week from when we broke up and our would be anniversary, he called me during nutrition break because he wanted to see me. he kept smiling at me, and telling me he had a dream about me the other night about us hooking up in his car and his mom catching us. i mean, come on! could he lead me on and hurt me enough?! so during spanish, my friend jenna and i were having a bitch fit about men in general. her's not leaving her alone. mine leaving me alone and not so alone all the time. so i asked him why we couldn't savor the summer together, and he simply said in a bored voice, 'i made my decision, i'm sticking with it.' it was pretty cold, i mean, i wanted hesitation. then again, he was born into a family of seriousness and morals and common sense. so, i cried at school again. i felt pathetic, but it's what happened. eventually, i got over it yesterday, even when my ex boyfriend (whom is probably one of the most annoying people on the planet) visited me at the library while i studied and almost got me kicked out. oh, and then i was at the library earlier in the week, and some guy from my school sat down with me and spilled to me about his family life. i was kinda freaked out because when i told him some comforting things and shit, he was going OLIVER FROM THE OC on me. like staring at me and when i told him i had to get to work, he was really weird about it. like i almost peed my pants. he just stared at me for like.. 2 minutes.. and REALLY AWKWARD two minutes, and then wrote alright. and then kicked the chair of a guy friend near by. now he thinks i want to meet him at the library and visit him at work. after that i pretty much left the library, which is one of the creepiest places on the planet. well, with people wise. anyways, today is my last set of finals. yay. then i'm playing tennis with a friend, and then i'm talking to the boyfriend. ex boyfriend. in person and NOT through text. i'm going to tell him something along the lines of i won't talk to him until when i get back from new york in july, because i can't handle being good friends with him. i'm not sure how he can either, but whatever.

it's been hectic. but what with summer on the verge, i hope to be on more. what kind of sucks though is that this summer may be a bit busy, with vacations, parties, and moving to hong kong. school over there starts august 18th, so i get a two month summer, woohoo? i love you all and i hope to talk to you in the cbox soon. i hope i didn't bore you with my sob story, hahah <333

chels

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[Min-Sook Park]

wow, that was a long story. haha. when you said updates, i didn't think that much happened but *hugs* you've been through a lot, so have a cupcake. or if you would rather have a cookie, i'll even let you take a bite out of me (: that totally explains why you haven't been in the cbox a lot lately, but i totally understand considering everything that happened. monday didn't seem to fun and i wished i was one of those people there to cheer you up. if he was gloomy, it was his fault, right? then again, he could have been disappointed because of something else, but it was prob his own fault that cause him to feel the way he did. oooh, chels. turns out lots of boys like you more than you know. haha. that must have been good and bad because you had just gotten out of a relationship, but now, it's like all the guys want you to move on...to them. was he trying to get back at you with the whole text thing or something? that was just plain out stupid. he breaks up with you and then acts like nothing has even happened when you were like brooke davis on monday. that's just not right. i think he may have just wanted to get back at you for nothing at all. maybe he regretted the breakup and thought that hurting you would make him feel better? i know that's stupid, but some guys think stupid. heh. damn it. i really gotta watch the oc because i have no idea who 'oliver' is, but i can guess by the way you describe that other dude. by the way, if that guy was staring at you and being all weird....you better check and see if anyone's stalking you. hehe, jk. he might have liked you but had no idea what to say? and when you said you had to go, he wasn't sure if you were really going for work or if you were going because you had to get away from him. boys confuse me and now you know why i don't make many male charries. haha. yay for no finals! and when you talk to him, don't hold back. he's hurt you enough. maybe you should get all dressed up and be all, 'this is what you're missing or something. lol. got that from george lopez xD and although you have a busy summer, you're still gonna make time for us, right? because imagine v-side with no chels for a looooooong time. *gasp* i don't even want to imagine that. :D oh and are you actually going to new york or did you just say that? because maybe you can take me along? jk, jk. hope you feel better and better each day and don't let him put you down, k? plus, you know everyone at v-side will be here for you. (:

lily the cookie<3

[Shay Anderson]

first, lily said everything I really wanted to on the updates.
two, my hands are all burnt and greasy and gross from work last night, so I can't type a whole lot without killing my laptop. xD but whatever.
but chels.<333333333
you have been through too much lately, I don't like it. but I can honestly say that boys are just stupid. really, what goes on inside of their heads? well, seeing the guys around here aren't people most of us would want to date ( your fault for creating our original bad boy (; ) it's good that he's trying to be friends? rofl. it's bad that it's so soon? now, since I'm basically married to my computer and I get the "you should be dating your roommate" thing about ten times a day from like grocery baggers, I don't quite know what you're going through, BUT. I live with like, a nicer version of Jason and my own...not sure if he's my boyfriend anymore, rofl...is like that too. so, he was lucky to have you. like, he'll never get another amazing girl like you anytime. so, hah. but Oliver? eeeeew. creepy psycho guy.

so, arrive at school on Monday or whatever all dressed to the nines and looking amazingly hot. more than usual. (: and be all, 'hah'. he'll miss you and pine and you can turn him down like anne would. because you can probably be this fierce bitch. xD but yeah, this is pretty useless. so, read lily's reply and pretend that I said all those things too. or first (: whatever works for you.
because you're still one of the most amazing people on the planet, chels.<333 and don't let some stupid boy ever let you think less of yourself. do it and we'll send the quad after you. or ace. he'd do it for like, food and not designer shoes. so, have at it.<33333 busy summers = good. making time for us or v-side will hunt you down = good. (:

xoxo. asia
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[maddoxrhodes]

ahhh alright. so i haven't been on much, i guess because life is busy.. it's summer.. drama around.. you know the drill. so i'm leaving tomorrow morning for new york until july 6th. hopefully i'll have muse by then too. sorry guys! <3

chels

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[Min-Sook Park]

aw, you're going to new york without me. ): we'll miss you soooo much. when you come back, you better tell me absolutely everything that happened when you come back because i sooo want to go to new york one day. have fun!

lily the cookie<3

[Anne Lévesque]

yeah i'm back, as i said in the cbox. it has been too long. hopefully i can squeeze stuff out.. we'll see (:

[Anne Lévesque]

hey, okay so you're probably wondering where i've been right? well, some of you. i've been popping in & out, but honestly, very out of the loop. i think i lost a lot of muse for valkyrie lately, and it will be back. but for now i'm getting it back with different kinds of roleplaying. right now particularly, harry potter. i will be back, but this is just a heads up that my muse for va is kind of washed out right now and i don't want to kill you guys with extremely horrid posts.

love always,
chels

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[Anne Lévesque]

HOLY SHIT
i had a dream about va last night, and i got my muse back
valkyrie needs to wake up!