Jordin Ames

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Valkyrie Academy

About The Roleplayer:
Name: Anna
Age: 17
Gender: Female
Years Roleplaying: A Gazillian
Some Basic Interests: Creating a gajillion charries obviously

About The Character

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Name:

Jordin Ames

Age:

16

Gender:

Female

School Year:

Junior

Art Interest (why you’re here):

Creative Writing and Photography

Originated From:

Boston

Parents:

Derrick Ames - 46
Mary Ames(aunt) - 27
Felicity Danvers (aunt) - 31
Tara Ames(Real Mom) - 42

Siblings:

None

Portrayed By:

Elisha Cuthbert

Picture:



Appearance:

Jordin has a very specific look to her, sort of like a naughty girl next door. She very attractive and if she is dressed in certain clothes, she looks sweet and kind and cute. In other types of clothing she can look like a knock out. She prefers to look like a knock out but, then again, who doesn’t? She has a sultriness to her being but most can see straight through it and see a pretty self conscious girl.

Yes, she is a blond. Her blond hair is cut into layers that reach just to her shoulders. She doesn’t like to keep it too long. The longest she had ever let her hair stay was a, inch or so below the shoulder line. But along with blond hair comes light eyebrows and non existent lashes. Luckily, she has dark eyebrows for a light blond as she is, naturally and no, she is not a fake blond. She was a blond at birth and still is. Her eyelashes though, are relatively non-existent. Which is why she doesn’t leave her room with out putting mascara on. Blond also tend to have very fine arm hair and hair around their body. This girl looks bald everywhere but her head unless you look very close.

Jordin had stunning green eyes that she amplifies with eyeliner and mascara, sometimes she would wear neutral color of eye shadow to amplify. Jordin wears make up everyday. She doesn’t use to much, she keeps the look natural, powder for shine, bert’s bee’s lips shimmer the nutmeg shade because it’s the closest to her natural lip color, mascara, eyeliner and that’s it. And Although she doesn’t wear too much make up, she’s married to it, especially mascara. Her lips are not the most outrageously pink things on this planet but they are full and have a decent color too it, that gets a bit stronger with the lip shimmer. Enhancing, that’s what make up is meant to do.

Her body structure is great. She had a very slow metabolism so she is constantly dieting and going to the gym for her body. She likes to take care of it. She’s a bit of a health nut. But because her frame and bone structure was made for a heavier body set and she’s so thin it creates a beautiful and striking curve, wide hips, tiny waist, decently sized bosom and a long graceful neck. Her favorite part of her body is her neck, her least favorite would be the wide hips. She doesn’t like her curve.

Personality:

Oh Jordin, she is a mess. Her self-esteem is so low it’s no longer sad but pathetic. She tries so hard to fit in where ever she goes. She wants to be a popular girl and she idolizes Nicole Kidman types. Poised, Elegant, proper, confident, unique. She wants it so bad and for some reason she thinks that these elite woman, the popular crowd will let her in if they like her enough. So she does absolutely everything they ask her to do, within reason of course but not much reason. She has become a doormat. She dresses like a girl with confidence so that other’s might think she had it.

She is a lot like Bridget Jones in the way that she is an appallingly bad public speaker. She will get in front of people and her palms will sweat and she will start to mumble and not think of the words. She can’t think when the spotlight is on her even a little. She can hardly do class assignments that involve presenting. She gets all tongue twisted and then runs off as the class laughs. It doesn’t help her self-esteem issues. She might be better off, with her ego, if she didn’t blame herself for everyone leaving it seems. She tries so hard to be liked and it only makes her into a rather pathetic little girl with a fake cover of confidence. Most know it’s fake because whenever the popular crowd come around she is kissing their feet, metaphorically. And because she lets men use her so much.

Yes she lets men use her. She was under the impression it was the only way to get a guy. And she wants one, she is a romantic. She loves Pride and Prejudice. And although Bridget Jones diary was supposed to be a modern version, she doesn’t like Bridget. Probably because she and Bridget can be quite similar. They are both rather clumsy, both bad speakers, both very unsure of themselves and trying too hard. Elizabeth Bennett on the other hand was prideful, smart, well spoken, strong, and stubborn. To Jordin Elizabeth Bennett and Bridget Jones didn’t resemble each other too much. So Jordin lets men use her. She is also a bit forward with men because of her confusion on her own sexuality. She is desperate not to be a lesbian or bi even because she in her mind, is abnormal enough. She is so scared of even exploring the feelings she has had for a few female friends. She calls herself straight but she’s not and she knows it. She’s not sure if she’s bi or full on lesbian but she doesn’t want to figure it out because she refuses to act on it.

Likes:

Dragonflies
James and The Giant Peach
Any book by Roald Dahl
Most movies based off of Roald Dahl’s books
Video Games
Parties, but enjoys small get together ‘s more
Friends and Latte’s together
The Indie Style
Uniqueness
Health foods


Dislikes:

Embarrassment
Disappointing people
Her Body
Her Mind
Rap Music
American Girl dolls
Being Scared
Being alone
Being lost
medicine

Flaws:

-She is so desperate to be liked she lets people use her
-She can act a bit loose because she thinks that what people expect
-She doesn’t know how to handle relationships
-She says she wants to be close to someone but whenever someone gets close she shuts them out.
-Her personality can be all over the place at times
-She is confused on her sexuality but is too scared to try to figure it out.
-She is an absolutely horrendous public speaker
-Strong Stage fright

Secrets:

-She has never had a real boyfriend
-Her mother got severly depressed and did heroine
-She wants nothing more than to be confident.

History:

Jordin Ames was born into an average family. Her mother wasn’t a teen mother, and her mother didn’t drink while she was pregnant. Her father was not bi polar or way too old. He was not a pervert. He did not get sick and die in her early childhood. Her family was middle class, living in Boston in a fairly decent neighborhood. Her mother was slightly emotionally unstable but not too bad. She was very suspicious of Mr. Ames though. She accused him of cheating on her everyday it seemed and before long, before Jordin had even made it into second grade her father ran off with some younger woman. She never saw him again. Her mother became very depressed. Jordin did her best to cheer her up bit over all it didn’t do much. Jordin was neglected from that point, all her mother did was cry and go to work. Jordin would walk to the neighborhood elementary school each morning and walk back every afternoon.

At school Jordin was the quiet one. She didn’t like to talk too much to other kids, she was friendly and nice to them but she wasn’t as self confident as the other children in the school were. She had blamed herself for her father leaving and it was taking it’s price. Anyways, she was so quiet some kids in the class thought her to be a mute and whenever she spoke out loud to the class for a presentation or something the kids would all gasp, and laugh. She was the weird girl and they made sure she knew it. She soon developed strong stage fright and her public speaking capabilities went down the drain.

So she started to write. She wrote constantly. It was all she seemed able to do. And she was good at it. She wrote poetry and short stories and plays. Now that she’s older she’s started a few books. She found a safety zone in writing. In her writing she could be that foxy, confident, eloquent, elegant, sophisticated woman that she dreamed of being. She idolizes Nicole Kidman for her grace and poise and confidence without arrogance. But in fifth grade her mother, still depressed and now addicted to heroine decided she no longer wanted anything to do with the man who left her, including anyone with his genes. So she shipped Jordin off to her Aunt by blood and her Uncle by marriage’s house. They lived in Milwaukee Wisconsin.

She was just starting middle school and Jordin knew from the kids in Boston she had to be more talkative. So she began to talk to more people. She made a few friends but was never one of the popular girls. Never in the in-crowd. But she wanted to be. No matter if Jordin had a few good friends such as Laura Stillings and she wanted to be accepted by everyone. She wouldn’t leave her friends obviously but soon Laura moved to some place in California and Jordin missed her terribly. She began to befriend the popular girls and while she was never one of them, she sucked up to them a lot. She let them walk all over her because of how badly she wanted to be like them, confident, proud, with the guys drooling all over them.

As for her Aunt and Uncle, they weren’t exactly thrilled that she was dumped on their lap. They ignored her on a good day and screamed at her on the bad days. They weren’t the wealthiest couple. They lived way south side Milwaukee((the worst neighborhood)) and she was draining their wealth. Soon her “Uncle” started to get so anger, his anger management not helping at all, he began to beat the little girl up. This lasted through Jordin’s eighth grade year of school. She had grown quiet again. She lost her real friends because she would speak them and the fake popular girls knew they could still order her around but now they laughed even more at how pathetic she was. When entering high school, Jordin was finally sent to live with her wealthier Aunt and her husband. They were a nice family that lived in Seattle and had taken in their nephew Jacob and Jacob’s father Tyler Holtz. They were on Jordin’s uncles side of the family so not blood related but they became close with her. She loved Jacob, even if he was an autistic boy because she didn’t feel judged by him.

She began going to school, a public high school in Seattle. She did her best to bounce back from the beatings and the constant rejection from all of her guardians, first her father, than her mother, than her uncle and his wife. She would talk more but still she enjoyed writing more than anything. She was also still desperate to fit in. She acquired her own style but still morphed it to look “cool and Unique” instead of just unique. The In crowd thought it was hilarious and of course walked all over the sweet but admittedly semi-pathetic small girl. But when one girl needed Jordin to pick something up for her and Jordin refused due to the fact she was watching Jacob, the in crowd wasn’t happy, their little girl can’t get a spine. One thing they knew Jordin wanted was to be like them, having confidence and having men drool over them. So they got a guy, a jock to meet her at a party, rave at how sexy she was.

He brought her into the back room where they thought they would go to talk but he started kissing her, saying how badly he wanted her. She felt uncomfortable but let him continued. When his hand went for her breat she jumped, said excuse me and ran out of the room. She went to the popular girls she thought were her friends and told them. They laughed and said this was what she wanted and to go get her man. They told her this jock, who Jordin had been seriously crushing on for months that he wanted her and that’s what a girl has to let him do. So Joridn went back into the room very reluctantly. She sat down on the bed and they began kissing again. His hand freely touched her and when went into his pants and pulled out a condemn she shook her head. She wasn’t ready for sex, she knew it but he looked at her with puppy eyes holding her down before kissing her neck gently. He asked her if she liked him to which she said of course. Then he told her to prove it and with a bit more manipulation she finally caved. The next day at school she saw the same Jock, the jock she lost her virginity to making out with the same popular girl who had told her to go get her man. They saw her, both smiled and laughed and as they walked off, miss queen bee said, “Guess you weren’t talented enough” and because of that one comment, Jordin ended up again yelling at herself for being so stupid and so pathetic.

She began to let any guy she remotely liked use her as well as the popular girls walk on her. She gets hurt every time but it’s what is expected and it’s her only chance to nab a guy. But soon she started to loose interest in those guys. She noticed when she went to a swimming pool she had begun to look at girls with increasing interest and this brought a whole new fear into her life. She couldn’t be bi, or gay. She had to be straight, she was already weird enough. Jordin refused to be bi or lesbian so she fights the urges to experiment. But some girls couldn’t help but notice Jordin’s wandering eyes. They all began to taught her. Jordin hated the school. She hated going to school so her aunt and uncle decided to send her away to somewhere new. They sent her to a school called valkyrie. She started her Junior year, trying to have a clean slate. She became good friends with Zackary Holtz, Jacobs twin brother and a student teacher and rekindled her friendship with Laura Stillings. But she was up to the same mistakes again. She began to suck up to the popular girls and let them walk on her. But she managed to keep her eyes in check. She won’t be called dike or homo again.



Living Situation:

Dorms



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