thanks for the memories */ love you !

[parker]

Dear VA,

Okay, I don’t really know how to say this because I really don’t want to leave the site (and I actually have a little bit of muse) but I’m going to write as if I am. On Saturday I am moving out of my house and going t o University, which is a huge deal for me because a year ago I had no plans whatsoever for my life and really had no intentions of going to school. Now, even though I’m a little nervous, I’m so excited! I can’t wait to get out of my parent’s house and just move on.

Now, I don’t know time wise if I’ll have much to get on here. For the past couple months at least my muse has been extremely temperamental if not non-existent, and then my car was stolen and my computer broke down and most recently my grandfather passed away. I just haven’t had the time or energy to get on here and when I do either no one else is on or I just don’t feel like posting. I know I seem to make excuses all the time, but I just think I’ve passed the days where I enjoyed role-playing. No offense, but these days I feel like it’s more a chore then anything, and that the only reason I keep trying is because I feel I owe you guys. The past couple days as I’ve been thinking of quitting, I randomly got some muse and even thought I should stay, which is why I posted yesterday and a little today (I’m really sorry anna esp!) but now I know that I can’t keep up with it. I just don’t want to do it anymore.

Like I said, I leave on Saturday to move into res, and I honestly hope I don’t have the time. I’m really looking forward to meeting and making new friends, partying all the time & all that. I love you guys to pieces, really, and you’re the only reason I’ve been trying to continue posting the past couple months. If it turns out I do have the time and I feel like coming back, I will, for sure, but I don’t want to post a measly little leave of absence and then not log on for a month, only to say I’m quitting. It just wouldn’t be fair; especially to those I’m involved in plots with.

I wish you all the best of luck in everything you do! Meeting you guys was more then I ever expected when I first joined VA, this place is more like a family then anything and it kills me to say goodbye. Please don’t let the site die! I know activity has been dwindling, but it’s too awesome to fade out completely. I want to google this place in a year and see that it’s still thriving! You’re all amazing people, great writers and great friends. I really do love you guys <33 With that, if you want feel free to add me on facebook. I know it’s a lot more personal then myspace but I don’t have one anymore and if you’re comfortable with, I’d love to keep in touch (just don’t mention va on my wall – you know the drill, people don’t know about here & if you refer to me by name you’ll have to use my real one, jillian – but that’s all the rules I have!). Love you all!


<3 erin


p.s i'll probably be back to talk in the cbox - i don't think i can be really kept away (:

[freddy]

ohhh, erin. :[[ i will miss you terribly, girlie. but do what you have to do, i guess.

i just want to say that i have loved the experience of roleplaying with you, and i am sorry that it had become somewhat of a chore for you. i just added you on facebook, so hopefully we won't fall out of touch because you really are a superb person, and i wish only the best for you, because that's all you deserve.

when i first joined va, i remember seeing elliot, and then talking to you and thinking 'geeze, it sucks that i don't think i'm ever going to have anything to do with elliot, because she's an amazing writer' and look at us now. all up in our relationship between claire and elliot. [who i will miss, by the way. but hey, just another thing to happen to claire. :]]

i love you dearly, erin. or...jillian. haha. and i do hope you come back soon, because i might just freak out.

<33333 times a thousand and one,
leslie.

[Min-Sook Park]

*sniff* i'm sad, but i understand where this is coming from. there were times when i wondered when i was going to stop liking to roleplay. that hasn't happened to me yet, but apparently it has to you. i don't have anything more to say except i'll miss you, erin. it's as simple as that to be honest & even worse-

i. dont. have. a. facebook.

i really don't want you to go, but if you've lost interest there's nothing i can do about it & i totally understand. i've had days where posting felt like chores but it was mostly for other sites & for characters that didn't matter much. oh & posting for scott feels like hard work right now & i can't even imagine how you feel if it's like that for most of your characters & not just one. since there's no point in ranting on & on about things that both you & i won't want to read, all i wanted to say is...

I'LL MISS YOU SOOOOOO MUCH !
& please come back to v-side, so i won't miss you even more.

lots of love, lily the cookie
<333 x infinity

*sighs* i need a cookie.

[Nina Suresh]

aww although i completely understand where you're coming from, that doesn't change the fact that i'll miss you heaps! but if that's how you feel then i guess there's nothing you can do about it. i know i've had several breaks from the site so i do know how you feel.

i actually remember when you first posted in nina's p&s as madison and i was just gratful to have a friend for nina and although we didn't rp them a whole lot it was still awesome and then logan came along and like madison, we didn't do a whole lot with them either but rping logan and nina always made me smile and hopefully it made you smile too.

i'll miss talking about the adorable zanessa with you and nina will miss her best friend and her boyfriend. don't disappear forever! and good luck with university (:

lots and lots of love
georgie <333333

[elliotdavis]

Thanks guys! You understanding really means a lot to me. So I really hope you all don’t hate me – I was going to post a big caps-lock message in the c-box but I didn’t want to be obnoxious in case a couple of you are angry – it’s kind of an dick move to just drop out when I know my charries were a big part of some others lives.

But anyways, I told you I couldn’t be kept away !!! I was feeling a little homesick and just wanted to come on and read recent posts, but then I read these messages on here and actually cried a little! I love you guys so much !!! & miss you all!