missing does not even begin to describe it

[conny]

As of always, I hate the introduction to a post.
Whether it is in character or not, it still is akward in its format of informing with details.

Yes, this is Jezzie.
Not some sad lifed hacker who lacks the ability of hacking a true role player such as Asia, Lainey, Chels, Lily, Tess, Leah, Faith, Chrissy, or Anna.

I am so sorry for my eternal, damnation absence.
Over the past months my life has not been too good.
My grandfather was diagnosed with Alzheimer's last year during my spring musical.
In that time my mother and I had to move in fo a few months and take care of them with doctor's appointments, cleanings, groceries, and even simple things like fixing a light bulb.
This has slowed down within the last month, since we placed my grandfather in a nursing home.
My grandmother has been suffering since, and even with my grandfather slightly out of the picture, she still has issues with her lungs, cancer, and her legs.

All my time has been focused on school and family. Not friends, not entertainment, not writing, and definitely not Valkyrie Academy.

I am deeply sorry for the abrupt and unexplained lapse that I placed.
If anyone is angry, or upset, it is understandable and I do not hold anything against you.

I have missed you all so much, and all of our late night and useless blabbering.

Also in the last month I have learned that I do in fact need to get surgrey done, as I have mentioned once or twice before on this site. My jaw has an issue with 'clicking' known as lock jaw. This will probably happen in the next few weeks, and hopefully after all problems will be solved.

As for the rest of things, I would LOVE, and may I repeat, LOVE to come back to Valkyrie, but with my absence am not sure if it is remotely possible.
If that may be the case I will be a permanent lackey and board stalker.

Once again I am sorry for the absence.

I have missed you all so much. D:
So, pretty much, Jezzie is back, if you will have her.

[Daphne Hayes]

so, i happened to come on this morning and noticed you logged in. i think i hit my head on the monitor as i rushed to the old cbox entries while muttering 'omgomgomgomgomg' in my 4 am half asleepness. i seriously shouldn't have passed out when i did >.< but i have to say, you have just made my day before it even started. <33 and trust me, i needed it.

i have to say first off, i am so sorry about your last few months, that must have been real tough <3 and you don't need an excuse. we all know real-life catches up with us at some point, so that is completely understandable.

so, what is this nonsense of us not wanting you back? pfttt. asia can definitely vouch for me when i say that i sometimes would randomly say in the cbox 'i miss jezzie.' va is like a second family, and we would never never turn our back on family, so of course of course you need to come back for good! we've missed you so much. i feel weird talking to your post and i'll be a thousand times more excited when i catch you in the cbox, we gots so much to catch up on!
-squees-
-lainey

[Bailey Mitchell]

hmmm let me see.....

OF COURSE WE WILL HAVE YOU BACK![/size]

wow i can not even begin to explain the excitment i had when i saw you had been online. i missed you like mad and i know a certain asia the helpful camel also did. i can't even begin to tell you how sorry i am to hear about you grandfather, my mums father and my pop passed away not too long ago so i know that any type of sickness can take its toll out on you and your family, but you will always be welcome here with open arms and lots of <3333333

i'm so happy to hear from you and i hope things start looking better for you soon.

tessa xx [/size]

[Min-Sook Park]

first of all, don't even think for a second that we wouldn't take you back (: secondly, yayyyy! i'm usually busy during the week, but i always stalk v-side when i know that i really have no time to chat in the c-box. sooo, when i saw you logged on, i couldn't believe it (: i actually have time to type this out even though i've been meaning to do it for a while (if you consider a few days as a while xD). i'm so sorry about all the things you've had to deal with lately. i feel like i'm full of fail for not knowing what to say, but just know that i hope everything gets better. ahhhh, i don't even know what to say! i'm just super excited to know that you're back because we've all been missing you deeply. can't wait to have an actual conversation with you. it will probably be random but whatever xD

<33333333333333333333333333

OMG, YOU'RE BACK! LILY THE COOKIE<3

[Mystery O'Brian]

OHMYLANTA.
JEZZIE!!!

Dear, I am so so sorry for everything that's been going on, but so so glad that you've decided to return to us. I have missed you dearly, and just...Ah. You have no clue how large my smile is at this time. :]]]]] <-- That might give you a clue. I'm skipping class, and just looked into the c-box and saw your name. I had to try real hard not to squeal out-loud. I'm sure the people in the library with me wouldn't appreciate that. We would have no reason to deny one such as you a welcome back. :]

So, welcome back. :]] And welcome home. xD

<3333333 times a zillion. [/size]

[Dean Stillings]

eerrraarrrrgggghhh!!!!!

I am made of epic fail!! I saw you in the C-box and I read this but was so fuckin' busy I wasn't able to respond, what a loser I am today!!

to point... OMG YAYYYYYYYAAAAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYYYYY!!!!!!

............................................
......................................................*points & whispers* Jezzie's back.....

I am so happy to see your.... typing? around the site again.... it made sense!

This is exciting! we can do the whole Conny being Jordin's surprise father thing we planned that I was all excited about and we can do some more with Dean and Aislinn, Liz and Max, and just yay!! So excited jezzie's back!

[conny]

It brings a smile to my face to hear of all of your concern and affection.

It really makes me proud to say that us V-siders really are a family.

So with that being said, I have had another issue starting up in my life. I hate piling this on you guys, but it is only fair in case an absence of mine were to occur out of the blue. My mom has been suffering from a back injury for about two years now. Finally the case has gotten to court, and she needs to get spinal surgery. This surgery is very risky with a high chance of paralysis. So, these next few weeks of mine will be dedicated doing whatever I can to help, especially in the terms of my grandparents with my mom's health at stake.

I should be able to come on still, so don't worry about that. Just if I am not on as much or am down, this is probably the issue.

Once again I am sorry to bare this on you guys, but it just seems right.

I love you all and hope to keep up with the reality,
Jezzie