Post by faith on Mar 15, 2007 17:29:40 GMT -6
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THis is like my second Diary, seeing as Joey threw my last one out because I slammed the door in his face an he wanted to get me back. He can be such and ass at times, but I still love him (Gosh, he's my brother, I have to like him) But, I didnt have time to get a real Diary, so, now I am just using a Binder with lined paper in it and I am telling Joey that its school work, just so he wont throw it out! I am so smart! Ha.
So, recently, the only thing that I have on my mind is Scarlett being pregnate, and Reed being the father. I know that I shouldnt be upset about it, and I'm truely not, it's just, a little bit uncomfortable. Like, I feel like she doesnt deserve him, but I feel like such a biotch when I think that, I mean, if she doesnt deserve him who does? Not myself. So. I dont know. This whole pregnancy thing is really bothering me, I am meeting Reed at the park today, so, I guess maybe after today, I'll feel a little bit better about this. But, I dont know, it could end up just like what happened in the woods. Reed and I could end up having another fight. And at the park it would be worse, because there are people, and in Valkyrie, news spreds fast, really fast.
Well. I am bored today. And I am like, really antsy right now, cause im uber nervous about going to see Reed. Because of the Scarlett being pregnate and because I'm afraid that I might slip and take my braclets off, or he could ask why Im wearing them. If he was to see what I was hiding, he would probably knock the stuffing out of me, mentally of course. He wouldnt dare touch me. Atleast, I dont think her would. Uh-oh. Now I have myself thinking of possible situations. I should really stop thinking so much.
Hold on. I need to turn music on. To take my mind off stuff.
(&&After that she forgot that she was even writing in her 'Diary')[/blockquote][/blockquote][/size]