this is the way i live [MOLLIE]

[mollieraymond]

.senior year.
.august 2006 - may 2007.

[mollieraymond]

.saturday january 6, 2007.
.major life update.

So, I've decided that I'm really bad at this whole diary thing, considering that I haven't written anything in it yet and it's already second semester! Daddy gave me this to keep up with my life, and I think that I should write I it because there's so much crap going on. I can just start now with all of the major things that have happened so far.

[/b], recieved the journal on the first day of senior year && daddy left
- november 2006, got pregnant && daddy came home && wade gave me a miscarriage && we broke up
- december 2006, turned back into my old self
- january 2007, peter arrived & met up with skylar & wade and i got back together & fight with coco[/ul]

august 2006
In August of 2006 I began my senior year of high school at Valkyrie Academy, in which I mainly studied dance. Yes, dance, even though I am beginning to get bored with it. My first day of senior year happened to be the day that I recieved this journal from my father. I was really curious as to why he was giving it to me, but then he told me that he had some bad news. That day he was being shipped off to Afghanistan for the stupid war. I hate having a military officer for a father because he's always gone! I promised him that I'd write in the to preserve the memories of "the best year of my life", but unfortunately this thing got shoved into my messy closet and I just recently found it while I was looking for a dress to wear when I meet up with Freddy one day soon. Anyways, that's about all that happened to August. Very uneventful.

november 2006
Daddy got some leave for Thanksgiving this year so he got to come home! It was very exciting because we had a few family members over and whatnot. Oh wait! Before I get to Thanksgiving I should write about my pregnancy. Yes, Wade got me pregnant while we were in one of our numerous sex positions, and I found out a couple of weeks before Thanksgiving. Well, Wade came over at some point Thanksgiving day and I told him about it. He got a little pissed off and started screaming at me! He accused me of cheating and all this other bullshit when he knew that it wasn't true. That wasn't the worst of it though. He ended up physically hurting me so badly that he gave me a miscarriage that day. I broke up with his ass when I found the strength to speak again. Ever since then I have been forbidden to see him, but he did call a lot to try and get in touch with me. God, he was hopeless.

december 2006
This wasn't a very big month. The main thing that happened was because I got so lonely, I turned back into my old slutty self. Oh well, I was nothing compared to Coco Lehoux.

january 2007
I made it into the New Year! Woo! For the last few days of 2006 and the beginning of 1007, I was trying to avoid people at all costs, so I constantly found myself going to the beach. While I was down there one day, you'll never guess who I ran into. It was Peter Fischer, the boy that I met through my father. Ah, he's such a good friend of mine, and it's really awesome that he's living in Valkyrie now. I bet we'll be getting closer as the year winds down.
Well, I guess it was like a day or two after that that I met up with another old friend, but this time it was at the pier. Xavier "Skylar" Street and I decided that we each needed a break from life, so we met up to have a little fun, if you know what I mean. ;]
I really have had a lot going on at the beach so far this month. Wade and I ended up meeting out at the jetties after I lied to my mom about where I was going. I really do hate lying to her, but I needed some closure with this boy because he wouldn't stop calling me! So, I met him there and we began yelling at each other. Big surprise, right? Things finally calmed down and we talked like civilized humans. After a long talk, I decided it was time to give him another chance. We'll see how this goes. I'm not even sure if it's a serious thing or not, but I still love him.
Probably the biggest thing that happened during this month occurred at the mall. Daddy wasn't able to be home for christmas, so he sent me a large sum of money to go shopping with. The other day I was at the mall texting the gorgeous Freddy Truelove, when out of nowhere came Coco Lehoux, the bitchy skank. We threw many comments back and forth at each other. I haven't been that mean to someone in a long time. She ended up throwing away my purse. But that was okay because it was old anyways and I had bought a new one. Long story short, she tackled me and broke my nose, so when Freddy happened to show up and pull her off of me, I broke hers. Mmm. I felt so good doing that too.

That's about all for now. I'll be updating this a lot more often than I have been. I'm sure that there's still plenty more drama to come because my life isn't anywhere near perfect, sadly.[/size]

.love, mollie.

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