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Post by Amber Malinda on Jan 14, 2008 22:04:41 GMT -6
 so, yeah.
i have decided that i absolutely needed a journal/diary/or whatever you want to call it because i've never been able to really figure it out. i remember when i was younger i had a few diaries but i would like write in it for like, two days and then totally forget about it. then i would get a new one, and you know how it ends. usually i repeats, but i'm hoping that this one won't be like all the others. i really need somewhere to put all my feelings because i have like, nowhere else to put it. i have no real friends because i got here a few months ago. okay, that makes me sound like a loner. i do have friends just no one i can really trust yet. i have my family, but i barely even know them at all.
anyways, so here i am at valkyrie. i've heard tons of rumors and gossip. i'm not so sure which ones to believe but some i know aren't true. like some guy almost raping a girl and there was another one about two really responsible students getting pregnant. that last one is actually believable but not the first one. maybe i just need to get a little more used to valkyrie because i really have no idea what goes on in this town. to me, it seems like just some regular place with some things happening here and there with the teenagers. no real surprise, because it's high school. i can't believe i was able to get a scholarship to this academy though! it's not like i'm dumb or anything...i hope i'm not, but it's so awesome!
i can finally escape new york. gosh, i miss my basement. hah, that's not something you hear everyday. but i hope seth is doing alright. who am i kidding? of course he's doing okay. aunt witch bitch is probably treating him like a king. she most likely wouldn't have noticed that i left if i wasn't the one doing all the chores and things. she treats me like shit. no surprise there, either. i just wished i could mean something to someone. it's so hard to pretend that my life is perfect, but maybe one day i won't have to pretend anymore. maybe running away from new york can help me forget about all the bad things happening in new york. i miss all my friends, but at least i have some new ones here.
not much more to say, but hopefully, i'll be writing in you more than just a few days. let's also hope that i don't turn out to be some loser or some girl with a really bad label here. that would jsut ruined everything and if i'm known as 'the slut' or something like that. there's probably many sluts here already so maybe that name was already been used to much. so just sit there and be entertained while i keep my smile and just try to cheer myself up while trying to be known -in a good way- here at this place. what kind of name is valkyrie, anyways? isn't that like some movie? okay, for get those thoughts because it would be so fun to see the look on people's faces when they hear, "i live in valkyrie." haha. i hope i can go to new york and try that out. don't tell about my escape from new york and -
stay hidden ,,
Faith Kodi Malinda
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