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[Hayden Hadley]

some kid tipped me you had a percocet addiction now. true? covering the bases for my blog, you know how it is.

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[Alexandra Suresh]

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'some kid' huh? would that be one of your other personalities? you have so many these days. there's the mega bitch hayden, the woe-is-me hayden and god knows how many more.

in other words. no. any more 'tips' for me?

[Hayden Hadley]

hey, now. i'm trying journalistic professionalism. no need to be catty.

on that note, however, everyone says you're some pharmacy. got anything for my apparent schizo, doc? only that you're a bigger freak than i am, but we already knew that.

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[Alexandra Suresh]

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me catty? now why would i be catty? after all, it's not like you put some bitchfest up on your blog about me or anything. gosh no.

i don't know where you're getting this drug idea from. unless you're getting me confused with yourself which wouldn't surprise me. a slight insult to me though. i assure you, i'm drug free unlike some of your new friends from what i've heard.

[Hayden Hadley]

and here i was, knowing i never name names. don't be so blind eyed, rehab, that could have been anyone. or are you honestly that important to me?

let me regain that journalistic professionalism - some kid told me. rumors is how we function. you look like some addict who got rejected their meth for the week. so you DO listen in the halls! good on you (:

best have friends than be some loner, right? you're the new me.

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[Alexandra Suresh]

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oh my mistake. it seemed oddly coincidental that i should show up at school and a few days after you decide you're too cool for me, that post showed up. woops, i forgot you're pissed at everyone else in this universe anyway.

profession? please. you blog about whatever is pissing you off right now and complain about how the cool kids don't 'get' you. hard work i'm sure. i'm flattered that you're paying so much attention to me even when you're ignoring me though.

oh the new you? but that would require me to have no real friends. looks like you missed the memo. some journalist you are.

[Hayden Hadley]

i love living live by the coicidences. you were off remaking your life to be some hayes wanna-be. you don't know what happened when you were gone. hmm. no, not everyone. just backstabbing, ditching, emo, drug-addicted messes.

you read it, don't you?
please. the moment you skive me off to feel sorry about yourself without actually telling me anything, you swallowed a dirty chisel.

as opposed to no friends at all? look around. no one is lining up to violate your catty little head.

i mean, fuck, alex, you were my friend. you brought everything you apparently don't care about on yourself. if you're too good for me, why the hell do you care if i write about some addiction or not?

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[Alexandra Suresh]

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well that obviously isn't me then. i'm glad we cleared that up. and no, i don't read your blog. i was informed that there was a post about me so i skimmed it. i don't have time to actually read about shit that no one else cares about.

i don't know what happened when i was gone? well you don't know either. i suppose it never crossed your small mind i didn't feel like talking about whatever happened to me? clearly not. at least it crossed amber's mind. if you opened your eyes you'd see that she's a much better friend than you cared to be. at least i don't have to worry about her spreading false rumours about me. not that you would if you were a as you say in the 'journalism profession'. you'd want to make sure you had the facts straight first.

well you're screwed in that profession then. time to find a new career. maybe you could ask scandal star for an internship.

[Hayden Hadley]

just doing you a service.
whatever you say, then. you're some character that's above all of my "pissed off bullshit". why do you care? on the contrary, my last video hit a new record.

oh fuck, start reading between the lines. not literally. it gives me less of a headache.
something was obviously wrong. i did the friendly thing and offered support. ignoring your friends doesn't justify nothing being wrong. that. my friend, is what you always told me. you actually want to bring her into this? i'll be the first to say amber's a much better person than i am. she's a better person than you too. so get off your high horse. at least i know i'm a bitch.

tmz is a journalistic field, too. i could start any rumour i want, whenever i want. you know people will believe them. i just didn't want to paint you as a drug-addicted slut.

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[Alexandra Suresh]

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well i'd say thankyou but i hate to be insincere. i don't even know what the hell you're on about anymore. didn't you used to be kind of...cool? obviously not trio cool because we both know that's just impossible but you weren't such a psycho bitch. oh well. times change.

yes. something was wrong. well you're not as oblivious as i thought. what? offered support? i must have missed that part. was that when you were whispering behind my back or when you were glaring at me in class? i'm not bringing amber into this. i'm just informing you of the facts that you missed. of course she's a better person. never said she wasn't.

well sure. go on tmz. really high expectations there. and good. because i'm not addicted to anything so you can shut up about that already and a slut really? go and learn the definitions before you start throwing words around.

[Hayden Hadley]

contradictory. i thought you didn't care. my blog is my way of expressing my own emotion. i don't tell people. so you shouldn't pretend to know anything. if you did, you would know that hayes and her followers were never cool. badly dyed hair and moping around is not what popularity makes. look at yourself. didn't work for you.

and this is you getting over it. interesting. ah, sweetheart, i don't whisper behind anyone's back. you knew i was frustrated. don't even try to make this look like it was all my fault. oh fuck. get off your high horse already. she's a better person than you, too.

what, addiction? you invite me to actually post something now. make sure to vote on the poll. maybe you're shooting up morphine. according to you, you're too good for the likes of alcohol. what, meth?

whatever the fuck happened to you, i could have related. trust me on that.

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[Alexandra Suresh]

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well now theres a hypercrite. i shouldn't pretend to know anything? i'm not the one assuming that her old friend is a drug addict when there's barely any proof. go and bug someone else already. i'm not trying to be cool fyi. you don't like my hair? pity. i don't give a crap.

no. this is me dealing with it. oh yes you do. i seem to recall walking past you and amber plenty of times with you both staring at me and falling silent. hate to assume things but that didn't look good. since when did i say i was a better person anyway? and speaking of high horses, get off your own before you tell me what to do. just because some weirdos read your blog you think you're all important. you're still the school freak so deal with it.

where are you getting that shit from? stop misreading what i'm saying for crying out loud. and hey, maybe i am. maybe i'm on crack. maybe i'm depressed. maybe i went to vegas to become a stripper. i guess you'll never know.

[Hayden Hadley]

barely any? huh. does that mean there should be any? i'm not assuming anything. everyone else is. call me the messenger.
you try, you don't. make up your mind. all this started because i asked one innocent question. get used to them. people around here like knowing things.

i would hate to see you not dealing with something. all this anger isn't really healthy, is it? well, get used to it. i deal with that shit on a daily basis. we were your best friends, suresh. we wondered, you said nothing. call it speculation.
you're implying as much. hey now. you've read the grey rainbow. everything about my blog tells people what to do. no one is actually supposed to listen. it's called reading between the lines. a seemingly foreign policy here.

very mature. why am i that, exactly? you're the same as i am.

welcome to the world of comprehending what you preech. everything you absorb is so damn literal. no on the stripper thing. that involves being hot and blonde, doesn't it? but that is vegas. official - i can speculate. just because i publish it on the web makes it no different. thanks for permission (:

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[Alexandra Suresh]

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well you're the one who pointed out that i look like shit so i'm just repeating your words, not mine. and who is everyone else exactly? i don't think that classifies as an innocent question but whatever. actually people here believe whatever they're told. you already know that though.

almost sounded like you could care then. ha. you don't deal with 'this shit' at all. you don't know what my shit is and while i might have told you had you not been such a bitch, you're not giving me any reason to now. i've glanced at it when you first told me about it. not that it's anything to brag about. another attention-seeker looking to get noticed by bitching about everything. how original.

how am i supposed to know what goes on in your fucked up mind? god. it's a bit rich of you to ask about me being on drugs when it seems like i should be interrogating you. but i won't because honestly i don't care. you do what you want. say what you want. just drag me into your shit. i didn't drag you into mine.