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Post by Nina Suresh on Sept 28, 2010 22:26:18 GMT -6
yes i am listening to katy perry right now. anyway ok so i've been putting off this post for quite a while now and it's way overdue so i do apologise for that but here i go.
so some of you may have noticed i've been very absent lately. i lost my muse a while back and then i had a big spurt and posted heaps but it seems to have disappeared again. i open up my v-side tab and find myself just scrolling up and down for a bit and maybe changing some sigs but i never do anything actually productive and i can't seem to get into my characters heads anymore. i've found that while i had heaps of epic plots to be started, none of them seem to have actually moved into motion which bogs me down a lot because then i really don't know where my characters are at so it's hard to get into the flow for them.
another issue is life. it's an inevitability of course. life always gets in the way but this year has been a particularly tough year for me. i went through quite a dark period with a lot of friendship drama at school and then i had my school musical which took up all of my time and now i have work,drama rehearsals, choir rehearsals for our music tour and i'm moving house again soon so understandably my head is all over the place. but the thing is i still go on the computer heaps, i just don't seem as drawn to v-side as i used to. it sounds weird but i'm a chatty person and i love to talk to all you lovely v-siders but no one tends to be on when i am with the whole time zone thing. stupid australia xD
so here's the thing. i don't want to be the kind of v-sider who just up and goes as soon as life takes over and leaves a bunch of plots unfinished. v-side has been a massive part of my life for several years and i've made some amazing friends here. i tell you guys more than i tell some of my friends here. but i do think i need to start rethinking my characters and how much i can commit to v-side. i don't want to let down people with unfinished posts and plots so i need to cut down definitely and focus on what i can actually do.
so this isn't a goodbye post. this is just sort of an explanation as to why i'm not around much anymore but an assurance that i am not going to disappear for good because i love you guys too much. and that was kind of rambly and pointless but i felt like i needed to let everyone know what's going on since i don't get the chance to in the c-box much anymore.
georgieeeee <33333
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